44 Year Old
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Male
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From Yuba City, CA·
Joined on June 10, 2006
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Born on April 19th
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im a simple person-i hold the complexities within. self motivated-enlIghtened & intrigued by true beauty, Selfishness and realness. disgusted by status quO. i tend to try to manipulate others and id love to kill your ego. YOU will never know me. i will ALWAYS play the role you created for me when you prejudged me. i have that problem too, basically all u r to me is the rest of them. i would like to locate people like me but we would deFinitely clash. i Will ALWAYS Break the ice with you until i feel u r better than that. i have a lot going on inside, billions of mini.missions..mini.movies reliving past regrets/situations..trying to justify/balance/understand learn from mistakes. its so easy to be weak. so easy to fall into the trap of giving in. emotions r hard to control but not being aware of them must be harder. i made a choice to listen to my instincts and not my mind. it tells me lies. i believe them. no joke. im so simple it hurts. all i want is an iPod. table table table td.text div img {visibility:hidden;} table table table td.text div { background-image:url('http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v431/w1ck3d/phoneink-wallpaper1024x768.jpg'); background-repeat:no-repeat} table table table td.text table table div img {visibility:visible;} table table table td.text table table div { background-image:url('none');}
44 Year Old
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Male
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From Yuba City, CA·
Joined on June 10, 2006
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Born on April 19th
Interests
i desire to meet special people with special abilities that are unlike everyone else. i desire to meet people who i can learn from as i reserve my true self and take on your identity as my own. i would like to meet myself after i transform into your own unique special self. the me previously known as me will be temporarily placed in a limbo-like spiritualworld for later use.
Music
.VWs..oldskool...my son...self help..wtf..religion in general.you..me..life in general..coffee..SAP/ABAP...music..poetry..i want to learn new things and try new things especially things i am both scared to fail at and scared to get hurt doing. i want to become more well rounded in the arena of hobbies and being social with those who i have nothing in common with.
Movies
i havent read a book since the last book i read. its been about 5 years but im still trying to understand it
Video Games
.AFFILIATES.sage francis. aesop rock.johnny cash....sublime....team sleep.deftones.mxpx/cootees/arthur.slick rick.rundmc.shakedown..house of pain..beasties..twiztid..e40...deftones..MSI..the.cure..haystakk ..
heros-unique individuals. big hearts. giving. caring. understanding..communicators..analyzers..deep thinkers..hard workers..people with pride in themself..self motivated individuals.
anti.heros-bums..lowlifes..freeloaders..moochers..people who dont respect themselves..people who r what they wear..people who think money makes the man..wife beaters..man haters..stereotypers..ignorance..people who would rather help a cause than themselves..FTW & u 2 !
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