Johnnydevil's blog: "Real Fu-Kin Life."

And then there is mygir*fund.*com, I found some funny Fubar girls on there latley that SWEAR TO GOD they aren't whores, bash other people they deem as "whores" but alas there they are selling their pictures and videos for cash. If you think I didn't screenshot that for future reference, you must be out of your god damn mind. Those are the worst. The hypocrites. If you do it, then just do it and say you do it. Don't sit here for years, talk shit and blog and have people close to you blog about "whores" then go ahead and do the same shit yourself. That irks me. At least with a real cam girl/picture seller you know what you're getting. Shady bitches well, are just that - shady bitches. And that with everything else in Fubar over time, just the faces change but the game still stays the same.

Time doesn't heal all wounds here but it brings up some funny things, that's for sure. People, places, burn me once and then I'll let you burn me again stuff. You know, general stupid. I guess it's the same way in real life. The best comparison is for abused spouse or significant other that takes someone back after beating them silly, saying "it's different or changed." Well, let me tell you what, it's just a matter of time before that old stuff comes back around again, and of course, you have no one to blame but yourself.

In the almost seven years, my god, seven years, I've seen so much here, been to the mountaintop and back down and then back up of the level, rank, points games. Dealt with a wide variety of people over time, from the straight sluts to the more cunning, mentally manipulative. People that have played the game at new levels never seen before, to people that are still lost to this day. From Fu-Addicts to Fu-Apathetics. From cheaters of the system, to cheaters of life and worse, to cheaters of themselves. It's been quite an interesting ride let me tell you that. And while I do not spend 18-20 hours a day on here like I used to, by choice and realignment of life priorities mind you contrary to the rumour hounds and gossip drama queens, it doesn't take too long to see what's going on here. Not much in that area has changed. Just the faces sometimes. I just wonder what it's like to be a new person here, with all of the money, sex, and everything else flashed before your eyes. Must be overwhelming. To me, it's just blase as I've grown numb to things of that variety on here, as they are just too predictable, as are the outcomes.

So the irony and time issues here are abundant. Rare is it that you find people that actually stick to their word and are consistent over a long period of time. Time here flies, the irony is that you probably forgot what happend 5 years ago, a year ago, last month or even last week. Something to think about, the next time you make that move or bling that person, or engage in a shoutbox chat or fall back into your familiar comfortable Fu routines. Just remember, actions always speak louder than words. Everywhere, including here.

Have a safe a Happy Halloween! Election next week! Peace.