Yea, it's time out time. Look, there's alot about me that people either just don't know or don't remember. There was a time when believe it or not, I chased rates! So to see myself red again kinda was cool and everyone has been great and it made my Happy Hour so much more fun last night but.. but you see it's already starting to wear on me. I'm -not- the person that spends all kinds of money on here, simply because I can't. Sure it's fun once in a while but real life things are more important. And my close friends and people that have crossed over to real life are as well and I hope they know that. Mind you I even buy my bling on sale ffs when I do! lol. I'm already getting bitched or sniped at for "this person in your family, that person this and that." So three days in I'm officially disgusted. So on the first day of famplifiers I was #9 for the day and didn't even know what the hell it was! How'd that happen you say? Gee, maybe because the people that were running them I was actually friends with and they had me in their families to begin with?? Oh the shocker!! So yeah over this weekend I "played the game" for the first time in awhile doin this doin that addin this one and that one. Just to see, just to see what it's like again for the first time in years. Shoot me for doing what I've done before and like, actually was good at and had fun with. What do I get? More negative than you can shake a stick at. I'm well aware of the fact that this is not the-way-it-will be from here forward on my end of things. I know that already and it was never planned on or intended to be....Anyways..
So I've just decided to go back to normal, whatever that is for me. If it costs me my "red" whatever. I've had my run, shorter this time, but some things just aren't worth it. To become something you're not. I just can't do it anymore and I'm sorry if anyone gets butthurt. I won't be running any more famplifiers unless they float in my lap for quite awhile so if that's why you're here, sorry. If someone cuts me, thanks for what you've done for me already and I hope I helped some return the favors. Hope you all have a great week and had a great weekend. Peace.
FU DADDY FM2 BOS...
