Well, been a while on my end for blogging so heres an update. Well WAS pregnant when i wrote the last blog in November...On thanksgiving richard and i went to the ER..had a miscarriage. total bummer. I think i am finally getting over it, i still get things in the mail about ultrasounds, and pregnancy magazines which i had unsubscribed to a few months ago.. so i dont know wtf...but when i get them in the mail i dont have a complete breakdown (which is a good sign)I did go back to school i have about 21 hours left of my internship and for some reason i just cant seem to get thru my hours...if its not one thing its another. like something is purposfully holding me back. i skipped out of work early on friday due to massive back pain. went to the chiro and he said that i had a lateral shift of my spine, and POSSIBLY a herniated disc. well that would account for all the pain i have been having. since i thought i only threw my back out. so get to go back to the chiro tomorrow, and possibly go to the regular doc to get xrays of my back and see what is really going on there. but until then i am under strict orders of taking it easy. if i feel like working go for it, if my back is still hurting stay home. well it only hurts when i forget to take my pills...or think that i will be okay all day with out taking them. as long as i keep myself medicated on vicodin or percocet the pain is less. so today my friend is going to do an ice massage on me, which isnt the most comfortable massage (from what i remember from when i was taking classes and the one and only time i got an ice massage)which i have to admit is nice having a best friend who is also a massage therapist...saves me lots of money when i need a massage lol....simple trade out.
As for shit going on around the house, Richard got transfered to another job site on friday, started today...which thank God he went and talked to the President of the union he works for because he was due to be laid off...and when it rains it pours...repo guy came almost a week and a half ago to repo our new truck (ask richard and he will say HIS truck lol) so we've been havin to drive my POS 85 ranger around getting slight carbon monoxide poisoning...hopefully as of tomorrow that will change...looking at buying a 99 Saturn from a guy he works with...i told him we might as well give up the truck and deal with it later when they take us to court...just for the here and now get out from under a 500 dollar a month truck payment...he finally agreed. so between the truck being repo'ed and the possability of him losing his job...it has been (needless to say) a very stressful two weeks. and im glad that the stress if finally going away. lol
well percocet is kicking in finally gonna go lay down, hope y'all have a wonderful day
